Proposing prepositions.

It makes you think…for a moment

I felt lonely today. It was not a good feeling. It made me think of those i have loved. Like really loved. I can only think of a few. Should our life goal, as humans, be in finding our true love? I have always believed that you can grow to love whomever you want. Love is not spontaneous. It takes work, time, dedication, commitment. As i type this and think about it more, i know that love can in fact be spontaneous, not a full “love” but a glimpse or hint….i am tired and exams are too important…

I would like Jim’s tie for christmas

I know i dont post much…

I had the weirdest dream last night. Every couple of years i have very strange and very detailed dreams that i usually write down. It isnt that interesting of a dream but it is very detailed so i enjoy writing them down.

I was myself. I wanted a second job to get more money so i put in an application at this small pub that was by the water. The first time i went over there everyone was distracted because they were watching fireworks being shot over the water. It was a big event they always watched during the weekends. Anyway, i turn in my application and watch the show for a little bit. A strange person walks up to me, gives me a note, and walks away. The note says “talk to the lady with the yellow bow.” After looking around i see a woman with a yellow ribbon in her hair sitting in the corner drinking some tea by herself. I’m naturally interested in what she has to say, but have the slightest feeling of anxiety due to the strangeness of the note from the stranger. I go talk to her, she doesn’t say a word but hands me this pamphlet thingy. Then a little cut and im in some fancy building elevator in a suit reading the pamphlet. It some propaganda style anti war booklet. It tells me how to stop wars by killing off the heads of states and countries. Weird revolutionary stuff. Getting near the end of the dream. I return to the bar to talk about stuff with the lady. She has a dog, only does one trick. She (the lady in the yellow bow) keeps saying, “The dog loves to shake hands!” And i look at the dog and its a real looking dog but with animitronic movements. Very creepy.

I woke up shocked and weirded out, started seeing faces in the ceiling as i opened and closed my eyes. I was scared to go back to sleep. I knew the dream was about to take a turn for the worse. I didn’t want to experience any more.